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My Divine Feminine Energy

What is it? And will it help me open myself up to love.   Last weekend , general conversation at Sakira’s bridal shower about finding my person,  my king, started to feel uncomfortable for me.  As the ladies were encouraging me, I heard things like you have to believe and be confident that he’s coming to you, he’s out there for you. And at one point, Mary said something like everything you put your mind to you achieve, except this. That’s when I realized what a significant blockage I have. Do I have fears or trauma that I need to overcome? Has my defense mechanism been to bury the desire so deep, that I’ve lost the connection to the Hope… The belief… My heart desires?  Am I that afraid of rejection? And now here’s the big question, How do I fix me? God show me the way, I beg of you, I am lost.

My Goals....

  Spend less time watching TV, and more time with God Honor, love on, and be patient with my mom on a daily basis Guard my mouth, remove the spirit of judgement, remove the spirit of defensiveness  Concur my fears about finding love, embrace being vunerable, open my spirit and heart Enter every room and every situation with a smile and confidence in knowing that I am God's First Fruit